The Road Before Me

I’m in such a weird space right now. It’s like standing at the precipice of the unknown, a place I’ve never been before. Dominate The Globe has become an integral part of my daily routine. It’s no longer a conscious effort but a natural instinct that drives me. As I wake up each day, my fingers dance across the keyboard, pouring out my thoughts and experiences onto the screen. It’s a gift, this ability to share my journey with the world. But yesterday, the noise in my head became overwhelming. It was a deafening whirlwind that left me feeling crippled, unable to face the screen and the words that awaited me. I felt as if I was on the edge of a cliff, staring into the vast expanse of possibilities. Thousands of parachutes, each representing a different path, fluttered in the wind. I yearned to find the one that would lead me to success without any obstacles in its way. Lately, Voxels has been causing me quite a bit of frustration. Just when I announced new virtual reality experiences on the platform, it was plagued by a series of bugs due to system updates. Acting as the bridge between the Voxels team and my audience, I decided to utilize my old Twitter account to keep everyone informed about the potential glitches they might encounter. In an ideal world, everything would work flawlessly, but I remind myself that Voxels is a small, dedicated team, and they will address the issues in due time. Meanwhile, other aspects of my life keep me just as occupied. Breaking away from client work has proven to be a monumental headache. My next step is being full time at Purfek Storm, and I strive to prioritize that above all else. The path of an artist no longer appeals to me. I want to create and perform music for a live audience simply because I want to, not out of necessity. This is the goal I’m relentlessly pursuing. If I could make one significant move, one strategic chess move, that would allow me to be with Purfek Storm at all times, my life would be transformed. That’s where I need to be, doing exactly what I’m meant to do. And in this journey, Global Domination Productions would evolve alongside me, flourishing with every step. But the weight of it all, the stress and tension, became unbearable yesterday. I found myself pacing the living room, desperately seeking relief. The idea of having a drink surfaced, tempting me with its false promises of solace. The voice in my head whispered seductively, offering an escape from the pressure. But let me be clear: I won’t ever go back. I refuse to succumb to the temptations of alcohol. I’m only moving forward. No matter the challenges, if I’m still breathing, I’m working tirelessly towards my goals.