IDK What To Do With Myself

The morning sun streamed through the blinds as I sat with Eddy Duran, hunched over my computer desk in the cramped living room office that had become my sanctuary. We were meticulously combing through the ins and outs of the Clarity VX plugin, a revolutionary editing tool I’d managed to install directly into Adobe Premiere. The software promised to make the editing process for the movie we’d been working on a breeze, and I was excited about the potential it offered. Throughout the day, my thoughts frequently drifted back to Dominate The Globe, which had consumed so much of my time and energy over the past months. I’d spent the entire weekend tirelessly writing and editing, determined to bring my life’s story up to the present day. I knew I was just a handful of posts away from completing the project that had demanded so much of me. Eddy played Devil’s advocate, probing me with a thousand questions that the public would surely ask upon the launch of Dominate The Globe. I answered each query confidently, fully aware of the direction I planned to take the blog in the coming months. Our conversation was invigorating, and by the time we parted ways, I was eager to jump back on the computer and put the finishing touches on my masterpiece. And there it was – Dominate The Globe, caught up to the present day. My life’s story, in all its glory, now lay before me on the computer screen. I sat there, feeling a strange mix of accomplishment and uncertainty, unsure of what to do with myself. For so long, I had been consumed by the project, pouring my heart and soul into every word, and now that it was complete, I was at a loss. I spent the night aimlessly browsing on my phone, seeking to give my weary mind a break from the exhaustion of putting everything together. Seeking a momentary escape, I played a game of golf on my VR headset, but the visions of my future plans continued to haunt me. My thoughts raced at a thousand miles per minute, fueled by the knowledge that my life was about to change in a significant way. Unable to shake my anxiety, I decided to take a walk to the nearby pier, seeking solace in the tranquil night. Staring out at the New York City skyline, the illuminated buildings standing like silent sentinels in the darkness, I was struck by a sudden realization: every building I saw housed people who would soon have direct access to the inner workings of my life. As I stood there, the cool breeze brushing against my face, I found myself both exhilarated and fearful. My history was now readily available for the world to see, and in a moment when I should have been celebrating my monumental achievement, I was consumed with anxiety, awaiting the changes my life was about to experience. In that moment, I knew that there was no turning back, and I prepared to face the challenges that lay ahead with all the determination and courage I could muster.