Here Comes The Lights

Here Comes The Lights

The journey I’ve been on has been nothing short of monumental. These past six months have been a testament to resilience, filled with both challenges and moments of profound growth. As I’ve navigated through these times, the tough exterior forming around the remnants of my old life has mirrored the…

The Four Horsemen

The Four Horsemen

This gathering marked the first time in years that we were all in the same space, let alone a recording studio. The significance wasn’t lost on anyone; after all, we’ve shared a lifetime of memories since our days of youthful innocence. As we embarked on realizing my brother’s musical endeavor,…

We Don’t Pray For Love

We Don’t Pray For Love

To say the journey is lonely is an understatement, and I’d be lying if I said there weren’t nights where I craved the attention and affection that I had once grown accustomed to. But I’ve come to the understanding that for this part of my life, solitude is required. I…

Food For Thought

Food For Thought

What do you say when words just evaporate? It’s kind of bizarre, right? Especially for someone like me, who lives by weaving words into tales. But here I am, hitting a wall of silence, feeling a bit lost. My brain, normally a non-stop chatterbox, goes quiet, leaving me hanging. It’s…

The Light Is Shining

The Light Is Shining

As I navigate this profound transformation, I find myself at a crossroads between who I was and who I’m destined to become. This journey feels like being caught in a torrential downpour of change, each drop altering me in ways both visible and invisible. My body, once my ally in…

What Really Happened?

What Really Happened?

Every day brings with it a new question, a deeper inquiry into the essence of my being and the fabric of the universe itself. These reflections aren’t mere existential musings but a quest for truth that began on a night that forever altered the trajectory of my life. The experience…

February Revelations

February Revelations

Time is not merely a measure of moments but the grand canvas upon which the story of existence is etched. It unfolds relentlessly, a silent narrator to the odyssey of life. Without its passage, there would be no growth, no decay—no story to tell. Our very essence is intertwined with…

Yings And Yangs

Yings And Yangs

Conversations on this particular night brought forth a stronger sense of clarity within my group, and both my brother and close friend came to understand more about me than they ever have before. We booked studio time with the intent of laying down numerous tracks, which we did in epic…

Ready And Willing

Ready And Willing

I’ve come to the realization that my “needs” will forever keep my “wants” at bay, and with this, I’ve become more comfortable than ever before in my solitude. This wasn’t simply the story of a man consumed with the spotlight, but rather the journey of a spiritual awakening. The words…

Calling All The Shots

Calling All The Shots

It seemed like the ultimate metaphor for where I am in my life right now. Sitting behind the production booth, I communicated with the camera team as I masterfully ran the boards on a live stream I had been contracted to work. These gigs were few and far between, but…